memorable lyf....

          I never expected my life this way..till my engineering 3^rd year..i knew that something was missing in my life..even though I had most caring parents on this earth I thought that was not enough I wanted something more which I don’t know it was something more which I don’t know it was something which I wanted badly..i waited for 20 years and then at last I found that affection caring pure love of my dear friends(TWINKLING STARS) my angels and charming gals..but now I m the most worried person I can tell not that I m unhappy with them I can tell that they gave their best to make me happy but I m worried that I have to tell bye to them after my fourth year..which is going to end within 2 months…when everyone splits the thought itself makes me cry….

         I also had friends in my life before I met this idiots I was happy with them but not as happy as now..It’s because no one made me forget my parents in my life but now with this idiots I am able to stay in hostel for four long years for a girl like me who is unable to stay in hostel even for 2 years..i think it all happened because of their pure and flawless friendship..i think all this credit goes to my first year room mates sneha,sowji,malavika..and not my roommates but used to stay for a long time in our room navya,kittu,kanchu,surekha…the days then are really awesome we used to be awake till 2 a.m by chit chating and there is one night which we didnt sleep at all we had seen the moon going down and sun raising.. our late night prepartions for exams on roads and the gossips that the university papers had been released(fake news) thank you for our neighbour rooms for bearing our unbreakable  noise  and the silly  strict rules by our  daring and dashing seniors and by luck we got lovely juniors by our side ...thank you  all my dear….for adding incredible memories to my short and sweet life...

        I really love spending time with my idiots. I am lucky to have such friends in my life. Sneha  she is one of my roommate in 1^st year so she is  one of my best buddy in college but because of some reasons as she left the hostel and different branch gap between us increased but now at this last year it had been decreasing thank to god for that..To say about her she looks calm but not she is very supportive ,guides us in each and every situation. Subbu  is the one who always waits for lunch box and when she finds it empty she keep her face like this L  she is the one on whom all of us make jokes and laugh like anything another important thing is that she comes to class only for sleeping.Surekha my sweetest darling with whom my 99% of thoughts match as we had born on adjacent days and now adjacent beds. Sowmya the one looks decent and innocent but it’s our mistake if we believe she is innocent. Navya the coolest buddy i can say she never nervous o my god how can she maintain her cool like that always think that theirs much to learn from her regarding this I am very lucky to have this buddy as my best friend. We always keep on chatting in college I always fly to their class whenever I m free in my class she also listens to my silly problems patiently and tries to reduce all my necessary tensions and bears everyone’s tensions soo sweet of her. Sindhu dog lover and very mischievous girl she can’t keep quite even for a second. Krishna teja she is the  one who makes us look good in parties. Santhu the cool buddy she is the one whom everyone target and make fun. Renuka   the calm going girl she dance very well. Divya one of my bench mate really innocent girl.Sreedivya whom we all round at her before exams and interviews and try to learn our best to learn in last days before exams even then we keep on playing and joking she max tries to keep her temper with her but then when we are not concentrating she starts shouting “chaduvthara leda time aipothundi mana syllabus enka avaldhu” so sweet of her.

            I m very bad at memory but in can never forget the days nope I can never forget even a  moment spent with them because every moment spent with them went into  my heart not into my brain…the days which I told my mom and dad that I am having interview and went to Vijayawada..Hey please don’t tell this to my mom she hates me telling lies and this is the one I hided for her..The moments we spent in canteens bunking classes all of us will bunk even when 1 feels like not attending the classes my darling neelu and me used to bunk classes each other and spent our time in cse class room even their faculty is in..Friendship day  ,  new year which we spent in our hostel are unforgettable moments in our college life…all the birthdays which we did in our college hut ,parks..Small quarrels between never increases distance between us moreover they make us understand value of our relationship...my god this post never ends if I go on telling about  moments spent with them……..

            The most memorable thing which happened to me with them was when they came to my home on my birthday mostly the surprise arrival of sneha  we had a great time that day by playing with buffaloes, grass ,pond and roaming in field and on roads and in nursery had a great day..Very sweet of them but I really missed my piggy(surekha) and navya…and the next day we move on to vizag..Where we enjoyed alot.

            Who wan leave or tell bye for such a nice sweet caring piggys..i never want to loose  them or tell bye to them..i always want this fourth  year to continue like this without ending forever..i am so selfish regarding my friends I never ever wana leave or tell bye to them …I always want them to be with me..they are best things happened to my life after my parents….

            I knew I am very bad at memory I m so scared that I will forgot those wonderful moments and these piggys when they start going their new life engineering …but I also knew that they won’t let me forget them and I am dam sure of that also that’s my piggy idiot friends

            These are the few words for you darling friends “ I am very lucky to have u ppl I never wana loose u all…I knew I’m bit selfish in thinking like this because u also have ur own life kadaa…but I can’t  take it that u ppl are leaving within two months…hmm lets forget about the future now n lets enjoy the present the last few days of our college without any hurt feelings..love you all…..”

who else can replace dem..???

 i bet there are no words to define the words mother and father i doubt if even god can do it right so here are my few experiences with my mom and dad.. i doubt in doing it well because when i think of them all thoughts in my mind fight and say im first im first...


        i came into my parents hands on 24thy june 1991  from that time till now they never left me down always very protective and caring... i don't exactly remember how my life is till my fourth year but when i look at my photographs tears roll in my eyes i can tell thats the best care and love one can get... i still remember my days in lower kindergarten i cried almost every day to go to school and obviously my grand parents  don't like to send me to school so we enjoyed it like heaven all the day so i only went maximum of 20 days to school in the entire year... i know what you guys are thinking i about my marks right i scored 0 marks in maths in my 1st unit and from then my mom started taking  care of my studies and didn't leave me still... and from then i used to study well even i didn't attend my classes... but its different now...
       the days were all going well and then came a sweet wonderful baby into our family its my sister on 21st august 1995   i was very happy that i got a little cute darling sister to join our family... but everyone started caring that baby as soon as she born and i felt like no one caring me:( then started my jealous i knew every elder one of the family feels the same... but my lovely parents changed my jealous into love towards my sweet sister with their equal care on us... to me frank they always showed more love on me;)... 
        from then our life was so cool always enjoying always fighting by dividing into groups me and my dad one group and my mom and sis one group... as soon as my dad comes home from the work our battle starts with all kinds of stuff we get in our hands pillows,blankets etc... i feel so sad to say that my sis team is more powerful than my team even head of the family my dad is in my team:(
       the days which we had our dinner separately can be counted in fingers... but it was different when i was in hostel:( we hate to do things alone... i didn't even buy a single pair of dress alone same with my mom dad and sis we always go together for shopping together for every thing always together...
        i badly felt alone during my inter in hostel thats the time where i knew the importance of family i badly missed my family got the best support when no one stood my side you always guided me in the right way you never let me fall down and im sure you will never... i always felts like hell in hell when they said bye... when they come to visit me and if they leave me in the evening i started crying from afternoon only the thought that their leaving me squeezes my heart...so I came back to home..and my anthr lyf starts..
       from my birth my dad never beat me scolded me... always supports me.. never thought two daughters as a burden instead he feels very happy of us.. he always thinks we must be with him... works very hard for the family he doesn't get even proper sleep even though he works so hard never ever tells anything how jolly we are... 
        i deeply fell in love with my mom when she told that im the one she loves me more, more than my anyone else in this world because im the one who called her 'AMMA' first... wow i felt like flying in the air i never ever can forget that moment its my first best moment in my life... i cant live without her i cant even sleep without her i till sleep side of her holding her hand i love to sleep holding my mom.. i didn't even allow my sister to sleep on the day of her birth with my mom i am the one who slept with her even then that much my mother loves me and cares me... shez always good at leading me in right path and very good at convening me... she hates my tears and when they comes out her temper blows out like a volcano... my jealous bursts out when my mom kisses my sis:( but she always kisses me first and then my sis:) love you amma...
        even if i show all my tensions on my sis and shout at her she never feels irritated and never gets mad on me... shez very good in understanding me... she suffers a lot of my memory loss... always makes things better for me.. i always wana fight and love to spend time with her..but she makes me irritated always with her stupid and meaning less questions....
         what else i want when i have such a loving and caring FAMILY what on this earth can replace my sweet famiy..
          some people tell that they are restricting me but i say that they are showing their best of the best care and love on this earth what else i want 
          i always wana tell one thing to my parents "im fine im grown up i can take care of myself i can differentiate between good and bad i wont fall into any troubles now please stop thinking of me and take care of your selves and your health" but i cant tell them that.. how can i tell when they are showing that much care and love on me..i some times get scared how will be my life if they don't care me after i tell those words its the most scaring thought in my life even the thought of my death is secondary when considered with that thought... but im hundred and thousand percent sure that they wont and cant stop thinking of me thats my parents worlds best best best parents... and even i love my parents thinking of me all the time it feels like someone is there in this world to care for me better than i do so that i cant enjoy peacefully...
           love u dad.... love u amma.... love u chelli.... love u all

 

Sleep is d best part of our life where we  can forget all our problems at least 

 for sometime..its d  best gift given by god.......so frnds forget all ur problems and have a tight,sound sleep.... goodnight my dear folks..

the best feeling on dis earth

   hmmm.. any guesses of the topic with the help of title!!!!!!!!!!! ha yup thats nothing but 'LOVE' 

    

    love is the best feeling on this earth... it is the feeling which help a person to be alive.. it is the feeling which can make a person to achieve anything in life... it is the only feeling which can be expressed in many ways... there are no proper words born yet to define that feeling so i will just try to define it in my own words with some of the experiences of my life....

     

    those who don't believe love at first sight n love start without the sight of each other must agree with me that it happens.. im thousand percent sure because mother falls in love with the baby as soon as she knew a small little cute baby is growing in her womb and the baby falls in love with the mother as soon as the babies eyes meet with the mother.. its the gift from the nature so what ever changes happen in this galaxy this cant be changed :)

     

     LOVE it is the pain of the mother who suffers a lot to bring her baby onto this earth it is said that mother suffers more than double which an average human can bare this itself tells what is love can any love be more pure than this the answer for that question is no i bet u guys with that!!!!

    

     LOVE it is the promise done to a crying baby who just came into this earth crying worried about its future by its mother that 'dont worry baby i will stand by your side through out your life and will see that you are happy successful where ever u go'!!!!

    

     LOVE it is the agony in the thought of parents mainly mother that they can only see their child who was with them playing enjoying making them happy with their sweet cute words which doesn't even pronounce right from his mouth who are always in front of parents eyes doing some kind of mischief for just few hours when they join their child in school.. we tell our friends or they tell us that we missed u a lot but firstly its our parents who missed us a lot.. and i guess they didnt even tell you about this.. so once you guys tell ur parents that u missed them and you can see the spark sometimes even tears when they cant control thats LOVE!!!!

     

     LOVE it is the raise in you heart beat when you mother says come fast from your college im feeling bored without you here in home!!!!

     

     LOVE is the beautiful feeling even your heart beat gets stopped for a second when you see your mom n dad fighting like kids saying the 'child love me more than u' imagine how wonderful scene that will be!!!!

    

     LOVE is the special feeling when your dad says to select a mobile piece for him and tells to u set a ringtone which u love!!!!

     

     LOVE it is a feeling which everyone must experience when dad says "always be happy never get worried im always there to help u nothing is more important than your happiness"!!!!

     

     LOVE it is the care in your parents word 'no' when you ask you wana do something or go somewhere.. and trust me your parents will never wana tell that word to you they never wana take of our happiness from you they only say no because they are the people who will be thinking about you every single minute and worried that every single minute about your safety and life.. please     try to understand their pain when they say no to you!!!!

     

     LOVE it is the sorrow which can be noticed easily on your parents face even try hard to hide it from you while giving send-off to you!!!! 

     

     LOVE it is the ego you get when your sibling supports or loves others more than u!!!!

     

     LOVE it is the tears which roll out from you eyes and the loanly feeling when your far away from your sibling thinking of the silly silly fightings you done, things that you shared, fighting for place beside mom when u go to sleep, teasing them when mom or dad praised u....!!!!

     

     LOVE is the beautiful feeling you get when you see your grand parents caring you a lot trying to give you whatever they can and make you happy by doing what ever you want!!!! 

     

     LOVE it is the hatred on your friends to love you so much even though there is no blood relation!!!!

     

     LOVE it is the anger on your friends who made your heart tell you to stay with them in college and spend time with them even when you know your mom is waiting for you at your home!!!!

     

     LOVE it is the warmth you feel in your blood when you come to know that your friends came so long from their home to celebrate you birthday sacrificing their holidays!!!!

   

     LOVE it is the fear of future thinking how you will lead the life without the friends who has been with you supporting you and helping you in all your problems!!!!

    

     LOVE it is the sacrifice of life the soldiers do for their motherland fighting till their last breath protecting the people of their motherland.. always proud of those people!!!!

    

     LOVE is the trust and it gets better with proper understanding.. always have faith on them... if your loved one hurts you in any form just try to understand and believe that it had just happened  without their knowing and if he did it knowingly there will always be a reason for which they are not in a position to say those are the situations which we must stay with our loved ones and make them feel free..

    

     finally i say im very very verrry happy and lucky to have such nice caring and lovable people around me.. i wholeheartedly promise them that i will never make their trust and faith lose on me i will always stay with you people...

     i dedicate this post to all my loved once.. love u all take care <3 <3 <3 with love your vissu........

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