i bet there are no words to define the words mother and father i doubt if even god can do it right so here are my few experiences with my mom and dad.. i doubt in doing it well because when i think of them all thoughts in my mind fight and say im first im first...
i came into my parents hands on 24thy june 1991 from that time till now they never left me down always very protective and caring... i don't exactly remember how my life is till my fourth year but when i look at my photographs tears roll in my eyes i can tell thats the best care and love one can get... i still remember my days in lower kindergarten i cried almost every day to go to school and obviously my grand parents don't like to send me to school so we enjoyed it like heaven all the day so i only went maximum of 20 days to school in the entire year... i know what you guys are thinking i about my marks right i scored 0 marks in maths in my 1st unit and from then my mom started taking care of my studies and didn't leave me still... and from then i used to study well even i didn't attend my classes... but its different now...
the days were all going well and then came a sweet wonderful baby into our family its my sister on 21st august 1995 i was very happy that i got a little cute darling sister to join our family... but everyone started caring that baby as soon as she born and i felt like no one caring me:( then started my jealous i knew every elder one of the family feels the same... but my lovely parents changed my jealous into love towards my sweet sister with their equal care on us... to me frank they always showed more love on me;)...
from then our life was so cool always enjoying always fighting by dividing into groups me and my dad one group and my mom and sis one group... as soon as my dad comes home from the work our battle starts with all kinds of stuff we get in our hands pillows,blankets etc... i feel so sad to say that my sis team is more powerful than my team even head of the family my dad is in my team:(
the days which we had our dinner separately can be counted in fingers... but it was different when i was in hostel:( we hate to do things alone... i didn't even buy a single pair of dress alone same with my mom dad and sis we always go together for shopping together for every thing always together...
i badly felt alone during my inter in hostel thats the time where i knew the importance of family i badly missed my family got the best support when no one stood my side you always guided me in the right way you never let me fall down and im sure you will never... i always felts like hell in hell when they said bye... when they come to visit me and if they leave me in the evening i started crying from afternoon only the thought that their leaving me squeezes my heart...so I came back to home..and my anthr lyf starts..
from my birth my dad never beat me scolded me... always supports me.. never thought two daughters as a burden instead he feels very happy of us.. he always thinks we must be with him... works very hard for the family he doesn't get even proper sleep even though he works so hard never ever tells anything how jolly we are...
i deeply fell in love with my mom when she told that im the one she loves me more, more than my anyone else in this world because im the one who called her 'AMMA' first... wow i felt like flying in the air i never ever can forget that moment its my first best moment in my life... i cant live without her i cant even sleep without her i till sleep side of her holding her hand i love to sleep holding my mom.. i didn't even allow my sister to sleep on the day of her birth with my mom i am the one who slept with her even then that much my mother loves me and cares me... shez always good at leading me in right path and very good at convening me... she hates my tears and when they comes out her temper blows out like a volcano... my jealous bursts out when my mom kisses my sis:( but she always kisses me first and then my sis:) love you amma...
even if i show all my tensions on my sis and shout at her she never feels irritated and never gets mad on me... shez very good in understanding me... she suffers a lot of my memory loss... always makes things better for me.. i always wana fight and love to spend time with her..but she makes me irritated always with her stupid and meaning less questions....
what else i want when i have such a loving and caring FAMILY what on this earth can replace my sweet famiy..
some people tell that they are restricting me but i say that they are showing their best of the best care and love on this earth what else i want
i always wana tell one thing to my parents "im fine im grown up i can take care of myself i can differentiate between good and bad i wont fall into any troubles now please stop thinking of me and take care of your selves and your health" but i cant tell them that.. how can i tell when they are showing that much care and love on me..i some times get scared how will be my life if they don't care me after i tell those words its the most scaring thought in my life even the thought of my death is secondary when considered with that thought... but im hundred and thousand percent sure that they wont and cant stop thinking of me thats my parents worlds best best best parents... and even i love my parents thinking of me all the time it feels like someone is there in this world to care for me better than i do so that i cant enjoy peacefully...
love u dad.... love u amma.... love u chelli.... love u all
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